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Recently I’ve been reading through a ministry book by Witness Lee titled “The Sufficiency, Pursuit, and Learning of the Lord’s Serving Ones.” I’ve been reading it in the snatches of time I have during the day – while waiting at the bus stop, on the bench at the park, during CC’s swim class. Reading it in little snippets during the day has been so enlightening, helpful and supplying. I’ve really enjoyed a particular portion I read a few weeks ago, which I’ve been chewing on and quoting to everyone. It’s so good, I’ll just quote part of it here –

Genuine spiritual life grows in desolate circumstances. We should not expect to always receive light when we read the Bible, to have the Lord’s presence when we pray, to save many sinners, or that our wife, husband, children, parents, and siblings will be spiritual. These expectations are unrealistic. Those who are genuinely spiritual pitch their tent between Bethel and Ai. God does not allow us to be free of desolate situations…God desires that we remain in the status in which we were called…If we can be normal human beings in our troublesome, complicated, and fallen situations, then we will have the genuine exercise of spirituality. Living between Bethel and Ai should be our normal experience.

Our outward circumstances in coordination with the operation of God give us the opportunity to develop a genuine spiritual life. We should not expect to be in a situation that is heavenly and without any problems…We have the weaknesses and desolation, but we also have the Lord’s blessing. We must leave our spiritual longings and learn to experience God in our desolate situations so that we may have genuine growth in life.

Is that not encouraging? To give some background, in Genesis chapter 12, Abraham was led by God to pitch his tent between Bethel and Ai. Bethel means “the house of God” and Ai means “a heap of ruins.” This is exactly where God also leads us to pitch our tent today. In our Christian life, our experience is often that we face the house of God on one side, but a heap of ruins on the other. We may be enjoying God in His house, but we also often find ourselves in the midst of many desolate situations that cause us to wonder if God is really with us. So often I have the mistaken concept that the more I grow in the Lord, the easier my life should become. But I was so helped to be reminded that genuine spirituality and growth comes out of the experience of Christ in the midst of all the desolate situations. We should never expect our life to be problem free, but our normal experience should be one of living between Bethel and Ai.

One day last week the Lord reminded me of this in a very practical way. It was a regular weekday and the day began as all other regular weekdays begin. Some time after breakfast CC discovered that his little brother had destroyed his Lego creation from the night before and a level 9 tantrum ensued. Let’s just say the situation quickly deteriorated from there. We missed the school bus, and as I was trying to get the boys out the door so that I could drive CC to school, they began fighting about who would open the door. By the time I got both screaming boys buckled into their car seats, I was on the verge of screaming myself. I was tempted to just leave them there and go back into the house and crawl back into bed. That’s when the Lord spoke that portion to me again. Here I was in the midst of a desolate situation, here I am facing Ai, but that is perfectly normal. If in the midst of that, I turn to the Lord and learn to be a normal Christ-enjoying mom to my children, then that can be an experience of genuine spirituality and growth in life.

So as I drove, I let the boys scream until they were all screamed out. I inwardly called on the Lord and tried my best to speak to them with my soft non-screaming voice. I don’t think I ever had the chance to get into the Word or spend much time in prayer that morning, but I felt like I touched the Lord and had a real experience of Him in the midst of that loud minivan. When we cooperate with His operation in the middle of our troublesome circumstances, whatever they may be, then God will really be able to grow in us in a practical way.


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It’s high time I brought Truth Tuesdays back! For those of you who don’t know what Truth Tuesday is, it’s basically my way of staying accountable to myself to make sure that I’m in the word in a regular way. For a while I was pretty good about posting every Tuesday about any fresh enjoyment or nourishment I had received in my time with the Lord in the word. Then summer came along…and school started…and life got busy, and even though it’s not like I haven’t been reading the Bible or enjoying the Lord, I have to admit it hasn’t been that regular and because I haven’t been posting, it’s hard for me to recall all the truth I have enjoyed in the past few months. I find sometimes when it comes to what God shows me in the word, it’s those things that I share with others that really stick with me in the long run. When I just keep my enjoyment to myself, it becomes fleeting and hard to recall. So since I’m not so bold to go around speaking it to people (although I’m really praying that the Lord would change that), I’ll use this space instead as my way to share the word so that more of it will stick with me. Hopefully, some of you out there will enjoy these posts as well.

In a lot of Truth Tuesday posts I had written about what I’ve gotten out of my slow reading of the Life-study of Genesis. Well, I’m happy to report that I finally finished it, all 120 messages! Woohoo! Now I’m in the Life-study of Exodus, which has 185 messages, so with my current schedule, it’ll probably take me about a year to finish. It’ll be slow going, but I guess when it comes to being constituted with the truth, the tortoise wins the race. So expect to hear a lot about Exodus from me on Tuesdays.

One small point I’ve enjoyed so far in my reading is concerning God speaking to Moses out of the burning bush in Exodus chapter 3. While Moses was in the wilderness, God appeared to him “in a flame of fire out of the midst of the thornbush” (v.2) Why is this so significant? In Genesis we see that the thorn bush was a sign of man being under the curse. God cursed the ground with thorns because of man’s fall. And the flame of fire in Genesis guarded the tree of life; it was an excluding flame which kept sinful man away from God’s holiness. In Genesis 3, the thorn bush representing fallen man and the flame of fire representing the holy God were diametrically opposed to one another.

But in Exodus 3 the situation is altogether different. These two diametrically opposed things actually come together. Moses saw the flame burning in the midst of the thorn bush. Hallelujah! The thorn bush becomes the vessel for the flame and even becomes one with the fire. That means that even though we’re fallen and cursed, God through His redemption still found the way to dwell in us and become one with us. The very flame that once excluded us from coming to God can now visit us and dwell within us. We Christians are cursed thorn bushes like everyone else, but the difference is that we have a flame burning within.

And not only did Moses see a thorn bush burning, but he also saw that “the thornbush was not consumed” (Exo. 3:2). The thorn bush was burning, but it was not burned up. That means when God comes into us, He doesn’t consume us. God was reassuring Moses…yes, I’m calling and sending you, but don’t depend on yourself to be the fuel for what needs to be done. The fire doesn’t need you to be the fuel, it just needs you to be the vessel in which it can burn. Sometimes Many times in my Christian life, I feel burnt out and why is that? Probably because I’m relying on my thornbushy self to do everything. Let’s face it, thorn bushes are just kindling, they’ll burn up in seconds. Our natural life can never be the fuel for what God has called us to do; only He Himself can be the fuel. This simple picture in Exodus shows us the paradox of the Christian life – a thorn bush burning yet not consumed. I pray that this would really become our experience. May we common thorn bushes allow the God of glory to burn more brightly in us this week!

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I know today’s not Tuesday and that yes, yes…I’ve been awfully delinquent with my Truth Tuesday posts. But I have been enjoying things in the Word; I just haven’t had time to write them down and before I know it, another Tuesday has come and gone.

So this portion of enjoyment is actually from a couple weeks ago. I’ve slowly been working my way through the Life-study of Genesis (I took a break for a while, but now I’m back on track!). I’ve read through the life of Abraham and Isaac and now I’m in the real meaty part of Genesis – the story of the life of Jacob. And what a story it is. I think Christians may sometimes tend to uplift people in the Bible like Abraham, Isaac, or Moses, but Jacob? Not so much. From the womb it was clear that Jacob was a clever trickster, hence his name which means “supplanter” or “heel holder.” Unlike David or Daniel, he wasn’t the kind of person you’d want your kids to emulate. He tricked his brother Esau not once, but twice, out of his birthright and his father’s blessing (although the second time he had some help from Rebekah, his dear mother). As a result he was forced to run away from home and ended up at the house of his uncle Laban. Unlike his father Isaac, Jacob’s life was a life of sufferings and dealings, some brought on by his own mistakes and some arranged by God’s sovereign hand. He suffered under the hand of Laban, who was even trickier than him. I’m sure you are all familiar with the story of how Jacob worked for Rachel but got Leah instead. He had numerous dealings when it came to his wives and children (can you imagine having twelve sons?). I would definitely not envy such a life. But at the end of the book of Genesis (which I haven’t gotten to yet), Jacob is a fully transformed person. In fact, he is no longer Jacob, but Israel. We see a maturity in this man that was not there in his father Isaac or even his grandfather Abraham. He started out a conniving and sly person who always had a back up plan, and ended up a transformed person who was fully accepting of his circumstances and environment. In the beginning he’s striving to grasp the blessings, but in the end, he’s the one who blesses even Pharaoh. What hope that gives us all! Our sufferings and dealings are not in vain, but if we love God, they will work together for good to produce more growth of the divine element in us (Romans 8:28).

Anyways, that’s just all background. What I really enjoyed a couple weeks ago in my reading was that a big turning point in Jacob’s life was in Genesis 28:10-22. Here Jacob had just run away from his parent’s house and is in a strange place by himself with no where to rest. When night comes, he takes a stone and lays it under his head as a pillow. Curious, isn’t it? Why a stone? Why not a pile of leaves or dirt, or some soft grass? A stone doesn’t seem to be that comfortable to lay your head on. But it’s very significant. A stone is solid, not man-made, and if you read in other portions of the Word, you’ll see that Christ is the real stone and God wants to transform us all from men of clay to living stones. Jacob realized that he couldn’t trust or find rest in his natural resourcefulness, his conniving ways, but that the only rest for him was to lay on this stone. In our experience we all come to a time when we’re lonely, out of ideas, don’t know where we are or where to go. It’s at this time that we need to lay our head on Christ as our stone. He becomes our real rest and satisfaction. 

It’s at this point that Jacob also first meets God. He has a dream of a ladder with angels ascending and descending upon it and Jehovah Himself speaks to Jacob from above the ladder. God promises to be with him and to keep him as He was with his father and grandfather. When he wakes up, Jacob takes the very stone he rested on and sets it up as a pillar and calls the place Bethel, the house of God. How wonderful! The pillow becomes a pillar! The very Christ we experience as our rest and satisfaction becomes the material God uses for building His house. To us this stone is a pillow, but to God, this stone is a pillar for His house. As we journey on in our human life and Christian life, which may be full of sufferings and dealings as Jacob’s was, I hope we would all have this experience of meeting God at Bethel. If we know Christ as this stone pillow/pillar, then whatever happens to us will work for our good to make us the real Israel of God.

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This morning as I was taking CC and his friend Emma to school, I overheard the cutest conversation between them. It had me smiling all day. It went something like this:

(They were playing some game about who’s the biggest)

CC: God’s the biggest, so He wins.
E: Who’s God?
CC: God’s invisible.
E: What’s invisible?
CC: Invisible means you can’t see Him. Right, mommy?
Me: That’s right.
CC: God created the world. That’s why we’re in His heart.
E: Oh, I like His heart!
CC: I like my monkey!

The conversation then turned to another topic, I forget what. But this little conversation I was privileged to overhear reminded me of something I was impressed with after attending a conference last month on the subject of raising our next generation for the church life, which is that we should have the view that our children can be seeds of the gospel. That doesn’t mean that I expect my 4 year old to go around preaching the gospel and leading his friends to salvation (especially since he himself isn’t even saved yet), but it does mean that he’s not too young to tell his friends about what he knows about God, that He created the world and that we are in His heart. If our children have this habit of speaking and caring for their friends at a young age, surely they will become ones who have no shame in sharing the gospel once they do become regenerated. I was also touched to have my heart broadened; not just to care that my own children would know God, but that their friends would also come to know God as their Creator and eventually their Savior. So many times as Christian parents, we’re concerned that the world will have a negative influence on our children, which is a very valid concern. But I’m encouraged to take an offensive stance instead of a defensive one; that my view in raising my boys would be not only that they would be preserved, but that they could have a positive influence on those around them. I already feel like CC has a positive influence on me. I hope I’ll be as ready and unashamed when the opportunity arises for me to tell someone about the God I know. And hopefully I’ll have a little more to say than that He’s invisible and that we’re in His heart.

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If you’re like me, you’re probably thinking today is Monday. You’ve probably had to remind yourself a few times already that it’s Tuesday and you’ve been busy running around playing catch up all day trying to recover from the busy long weekend. You’re probably scrambling to figure out what to make for dinner tonight and how to get it all done before you need to take your son to swim class later this afternoon. If this sounds familiar, I’ve got a hymn for you:

O Jesus Christ, grow Thou in me,
  And all things else recede;
My heart be daily nearer Thee,
  From sin be daily freed.

Chorus –
Each day let Thy supporting might
My weakness still embrace;
My darkness vanish in Thy light,
Thy life my death efface.

In Thy bright beams which on me fall,
  Fade every evil thought;
That I am nothing, Thou art all,
  I would be daily taught.

More of Thy glory let me see,
  Thou Holy, Wise, and True;
I would Thy living image be,
  In joy and sorrow too.

Fill me with gladness from above,
  Hold me by strength divine;
Lord, let the glow of Thy great love
  Through all my being shine.

Make this poor self grow less and less,
  Be Thou my life and aim;
Oh, make me daily through Thy grace
  More meet to bear Thy name.

Source: http://www.hymnal.net/en/hymn.php/h/395#ixzz2tiKvpJCQ

This hymn has been in my head for the last couple of weeks so I’ve been using the words of the chorus as my prayer to the Lord. How wonderful that each day we can experience the Lord’s supporting might embracing our weaknesses, our darkness vanishing in His light and His life effacing all our death. Every day, whether it’s Monday or Tuesday, we can learn that we are nothing and He is all. May this be all our prayers this week – “O Jesus Christ, grow Thou in me and all things else recede!”

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I’ve tried writing this post a couple of times today, but kept getting interrupted. Now both kids are finally in bed and I’m staring at the blank computer screen trying to think of what I’ve enjoyed in the Word recently that I can share. Truth be told, I’m having a hard time coming up with anything. The last couple of weeks have been filled with sickness, busyness, exhaustion, and just a bad case of the blahs for me. I have to confess that I haven’t been as diligent to get into the Word or that desperate to spend that personal time with the Lord in the mornings. When I don’t have that daily spiritual supply, things generally go downhill. It’s kind of like when you’re sick and you know you need to eat to get better, but you just have no appetite and no strength to get yourself to the fridge. Except that as all moms know, even when you’re sick and you don’t feel like eating, not feeding the kids is not an option. So for the sake of those little hungry mouths, you somehow find the energy and strength to drag yourself to the kitchen, to put that pot on the stove, to come up with something edible to fill those mouths…and in the process you’re somehow able to feed yourself as well.

This has been my experience both physically and spiritually. If it were not for my kids, I’d probably go through some days without eating…or at least not eating well. I think the same applies when you have spiritual children. When there are some that you are caring for, you often have to eat for their sake. When others come to you with spiritual needs, that in turn forces you to go to the Lord. I’m reminded of the parable in Luke about the person whose friend came to him at midnight to borrow three loaves. He didn’t have anything to offer his friend so he goes to another friend to ask for the food. That’s the context of Luke 11:9-10, verses that so many Christians love but probably misunderstand – “Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it shall be opened.” It doesn’t mean that if you ask for that new BMW you will receive it because the asking, seeking and knocking here is not for your own needs, but for the needs of others. If we ask and seek the Lord for the supply that we can minister to others, He will surely grant it to us. And the wonderful thing is that while we’re meeting the needs of others, our own needs get met as well.

So even though I don’t feel like it sometimes, I know somehow I need to get myself to open that Bible because that’s where the food is. I know I need to enjoy and process the word I read so that I can feed it to others. I know I need to be desperate in seeking the Lord because you never know when someone will come to your door at midnight in need of three loaves. Having hungry little mouths around you is the best cure for the case of the blahs.

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As I described in one of previous posts, it has taken us awhile to settle into this place we moved into 6 months ago. For the first couple of weeks I was running on “we just moved!” adrenaline and unpacked, organized, and rearranged furniture like a crazy woman. But once my kitchen was all unpacked and there were at least sheets on every bed, I kind of just sputtered out and gave up. School started and I was too busy doing the chores of daily maintenance to unpack any more boxes. So whatever was not absolutely necessary to the running of our daily lives stayed packed in the piles of boxes in our room. Things got unpacked on an as-need basis.

When I stared at all those boxes before going to bed, it was easy to get discouraged and feel like we would never get it all done. But eventually I discovered that, for me at least, the best way to go about it was to do a little every day or every week. Instead of trying to unpack a whole box, sometimes all I had energy for was to take one item out and put it away. On another day, I moved all the frames out of our room and put them in the rooms where I wanted them hung and that felt like a major accomplishment.

So what does all this have to do with Truth Tuesday? Well, this past weekend, as Larry and I scrounged up the energy to put up two frames in the living room before going to bed, I was struck that this is kind of like how God makes home in our hearts. When we received the Lord, He moved into us and He brought with Him all the riches of His divine life. But sometimes those riches stay packed in boxes in the rooms of our heart and never get experienced or expressed by us. Maybe when we first got saved, we allowed the Lord to come in and make major changes that were really dynamic, but as time goes by, we might fall into a daily christian life of just routine maintenance and the Lord never has a way to fully move in. We relegate Him to a certain room in our heart and only go through those boxes if we need something…like patience or love or endurance. We may become content with having Christ only partially moved in, never realizing that His real goal and intention is to fully make His home in every part of our heart.

If this is your situation, as it is mine, don’t be discouraged. Don’t stare at the pile of boxes and say it will never happen. Just allow the Lord to unpack the boxes little by little. Maybe you got up five minutes earlier today to read the Word. That’s great! Maybe you stayed up for five minutes to pray before going to bed even though you were dead tired. Awesome! Maybe you obeyed the Lord by not saying what you really wanted to say to your spouse. Great job! Maybe you included the Lord in your decisions while you were out shopping. Bravo! Don’t despise the day of small things; all these little things eventually add up and before you know it, the Lord has gained a little bit more of your heart. The Lord loves moving into fixer-uppers and He will work and work and work in us until our heart becomes the home that fully expresses Him. Some days we’ll have big experiences like the knocking down of a wall, but most days we’ll have small experiences like putting away a spatula or hanging up a frame. Big or small, all these experiences are Christ moving in. Before you know it, your heart will be a place He’ll be happy to call home sweet home.

“That He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with power through His Spirit into the inner man; that Christ may make His home in your hearts through faith, that you being rooted and grounded in love.”

Ephesians 3:16-17

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